I´ve lost you once, then I found you. Once again I lose you, but this time for good. There´s an emptiness spreading inside of me, I wish we would have gotten much more time together.I'm panicking, crying, it all feels so unreal. It´s all so definite. To think about not getting your phonecalls anymore and hear your voice, to meet up with you, to hug you, to laugh together, it all makes me gasp for more air. The love all around me makes me stay strong. I hope you can hear me.

I love you!

Your son